A good thoughtful read ... And full of excruciating smiles... But I felt all the pain of self-image letting you down! In my case, I have slinky hips (🤣) and tend to wear too tight strides ... One day, as I waited in the wings to be interviewed in front of a live audience of teenage students, I turned fast and inexplicably burst my trouser zip! To add to my horror I was going commando ... It looked like a Brillo pad wig and a wilting banana were secretly kept down there ... Then they waved me on! Lights! Camera! Knob! Hysterical laughter from teenage audience! Horror from crew! Inexplicably, the crew rushed me a can of drink in a forlorn bid to hide my deprickament! A hat, a coat, a newspaper, a plate of sandwiches, anything would have been better than a can of Lilt!
I absolutely love ramblings about nothing cause they're most definitely something!! So you are on a show? an actor too?! 🤩 It's late here, but I'm taking notes and hope to find it! And isn't it always the way with self criticism or getting a great opportunity and nothing you do to look decent goes right! 😅 Murphy's Law. I must catchup with more of your work! It's great Lee! ox
Interesting story! I myself, find writing hard at times when I can't think of anything to say! But other times the words just pour from my head! I have been writing since I was about 13. (maybe a little younger). My subjects were The Beatles for my poetry. Then I moved on to Christmas and religious poems. Now, I'm trying to write about everything else! And I am using a refurbished Chromebook that has a mind of its own! I have to reread everything before I post it! And I have dropped it and I have gotten mad at it that I have hit it a few times! I'd like to get a new computer one day but I guess I could use my desktop but I hate the chair! It is so hard and not very comfy! And I lost my internet and phone for three days! But everything is fine now!
I can't write creatively at a desktop computer. I have to have my laptop on my lap. The desktop is fine for work related writing, it's just too 'formal' for anything else:)
Even in my days of writing copy on a typewriter, I used to sit on the floor with it across my knees lol
Well, I cannot sit on the floor! I can't get back up again! (lol) But as long as this Chromebook keeps on ticking, I'll keep using it! I started out with a manual typewriter, then an electric and then a word processor and then a desktop computer! And then (2 in 1) computers and then Chromebook. I just sit in a chair or on the couch in my living room.
I said it yesterday and I'll say it again : you ARE adorable. And I think you looked damn fine. That freaking telescope we put ourselves under is a very powerful subject. I can crush me into a tiny million pieces in a matter of seconds.. just by a sudden moment or piece of hair on myself I don't like on camera. I'm a Virgo so at a very young age I've really honed in on this. As a kid, I really cared about gel in my hair. It was a deep insecurity to not have gel. And just be wild. I killed myself trying. Until like addiction , I had to end it. And feel how wounded and judgemental I can be to myself. And Forgive myself. For being so. I love you so much. Fuck the damn head. LOL You were so good. and I was screaming that they kept showing YOU. 🦜
A good thoughtful read ... And full of excruciating smiles... But I felt all the pain of self-image letting you down! In my case, I have slinky hips (🤣) and tend to wear too tight strides ... One day, as I waited in the wings to be interviewed in front of a live audience of teenage students, I turned fast and inexplicably burst my trouser zip! To add to my horror I was going commando ... It looked like a Brillo pad wig and a wilting banana were secretly kept down there ... Then they waved me on! Lights! Camera! Knob! Hysterical laughter from teenage audience! Horror from crew! Inexplicably, the crew rushed me a can of drink in a forlorn bid to hide my deprickament! A hat, a coat, a newspaper, a plate of sandwiches, anything would have been better than a can of Lilt!
Thank you Leigh....and thank you for that image I cannot unsee lol:)
P.S. Great moon shots!
Thank you, I just learned how to do them last year:)))
I absolutely love ramblings about nothing cause they're most definitely something!! So you are on a show? an actor too?! 🤩 It's late here, but I'm taking notes and hope to find it! And isn't it always the way with self criticism or getting a great opportunity and nothing you do to look decent goes right! 😅 Murphy's Law. I must catchup with more of your work! It's great Lee! ox
Thank you, yes on two shows playing myself lol. Current one is Mean Girl Murders Episode 10, HBO Max and ID
Interesting story! I myself, find writing hard at times when I can't think of anything to say! But other times the words just pour from my head! I have been writing since I was about 13. (maybe a little younger). My subjects were The Beatles for my poetry. Then I moved on to Christmas and religious poems. Now, I'm trying to write about everything else! And I am using a refurbished Chromebook that has a mind of its own! I have to reread everything before I post it! And I have dropped it and I have gotten mad at it that I have hit it a few times! I'd like to get a new computer one day but I guess I could use my desktop but I hate the chair! It is so hard and not very comfy! And I lost my internet and phone for three days! But everything is fine now!
I can't write creatively at a desktop computer. I have to have my laptop on my lap. The desktop is fine for work related writing, it's just too 'formal' for anything else:)
Even in my days of writing copy on a typewriter, I used to sit on the floor with it across my knees lol
Well, I cannot sit on the floor! I can't get back up again! (lol) But as long as this Chromebook keeps on ticking, I'll keep using it! I started out with a manual typewriter, then an electric and then a word processor and then a desktop computer! And then (2 in 1) computers and then Chromebook. I just sit in a chair or on the couch in my living room.
I said it yesterday and I'll say it again : you ARE adorable. And I think you looked damn fine. That freaking telescope we put ourselves under is a very powerful subject. I can crush me into a tiny million pieces in a matter of seconds.. just by a sudden moment or piece of hair on myself I don't like on camera. I'm a Virgo so at a very young age I've really honed in on this. As a kid, I really cared about gel in my hair. It was a deep insecurity to not have gel. And just be wild. I killed myself trying. Until like addiction , I had to end it. And feel how wounded and judgemental I can be to myself. And Forgive myself. For being so. I love you so much. Fuck the damn head. LOL You were so good. and I was screaming that they kept showing YOU. 🦜
Even in space they heard that scream: lol...thank you Joshua as always!
Enjoyed your ramble. It's much like mine with the twists and turns going nowhere, yet arriving somewhere. Hey? Thanks.
Thank you....and you are welcome:)